I Hate Myself (내가 싫다) – Drunken Tiger Feat. t Yoon Mirae (윤미래) [Lyrics]

Album: 7집 Sky Is The Limit

English
I hate myself. I hate the world that doesn’t believe in me.
Honestly, I’ve wished for these bastards to fail.
Why does jealousy and envy always get the best of me?
It seems like they always have a disgusting smile.
I say to myself I don’t need money and fame, curse them.
I’m being chased as a slave to time.
For a little while I forget the hateful world.
When I’m drunk I let out the truth,
and with the courage I didn’t have before–
I suddenly change to a warrior from 300.
Now I’m kickin’ the trash on the streets.
Even confronting traffic.
Foolishly fighting.
Washing away everything that makes me envious.
I’m ashamed.
I hate myself.
I really hate myself now.

Cus when it rains it pours, but I would never give up.
Gonna see the storm through and change my luck.
It’s just another day so I know it’s okay.

Now we’re in a world where you can even buy love with money.
More than half of my mind is calculating money.
The stairway to heaven is becoming further away.
You can even change the seasons with money.
In the winter you can stare at summer sun across the ocean.
Someone once told me that the difference between having
and not having was nothing.
He fooled me for a second.
Doing my music and climbing on stage.
But now things are different.
Now I know too much.
Damn, I just wanna live.
I’m need to hold back.
I know how, but this is all I can do.
WIll everything be taken away?
I’m scared.
Someday, will this all be forgotten?
I’m so scared.
I blame my destiny.
I blame the president.
I saw my reflection in a car sittin in front of a cafe.
I looked so pitiful.
I hate myself.

Cus when it rains it pours, but I would never give up.
Gonna see the storm through and change my luck.
It’s just another day so I know it’s okay.

I should’ve hoped for me to well as much as I hoped for you to fail.
You always seem to have more than me.
But if I don’t keep going my family will starve.
My sickness is killing me.
When I see someone worse off than me I become stronger.
My conscience always stabs me in the heart.
Trying to measure their happiness with mine.
It looks like propaganda.
Moving it into the public’s mind.
I’m letting it all out and screaming to the world.
Conscience, take one more stab at me.
Scream and feel my pain.
Take this Myelitis and heartache away.
Take the painful tumor my mom has.
My name that I wrote on that piece of paper–
I didn’t know it then–I lost ten years of my youth.
I sold my soul without a price.
Now I’m tied up in chains–the lowest of the food chain.
I’m still jealous of you and hate you.
I hate myself for that.
I’m ashamed.

Cus when it rains it pours, but I would never give up.
Gonna see the storm through and change my luck.
It’s just another day so I know it’s okay.

 

Romanization
naega sirta nal mitji annneun sesangi mipda
sasireun jal naganeun geu nomi an doegil baran jeok itda
jiltuwa sigineun wae hangsang nal akhage mandeureo
modeun geol gatchun geot gateun nomui misoga yeokgyeowo
geukkajit buwa myeongye pillyo eopdamyeo nomeul yokhae

miri sigani omyeon sigane jjotgineun irui noye
geureoke jamsi miun sesangeul itgo itdagado
sure chwihamyeon nan tto naege sasireul gobaekhago
eobseotdeon yonggineun bultaolla nan 300ui yongsaro dolbyeonhae
gilgeoriui sseuregitongeul geodeochago
chadoe chadeulgwado matseo eoriseokge ssauryeo hae
nareul bureopge mandeuneun modeun geol mojori busiryeo hae
bukkeureopge geureon naega sirta.. jigeum geureon naega mipda..

Cuz when rains it pours but I would never give up
Gonna see the storm through and change my luck
It just another day so I know It’s ok

Cuz when rains it pours but I would never give up
Gonna see the storm through and change my luck
It just another day so I know It’s ok

ijen doneuro sarangkkajido sal su inneun sesang
nae meori sok ban isangeun gyesangiwa jaesan
meoreojineun cheongugui gyedan doneuro gyejeoldo bakkwo
badal geonneo yeoreum taeyangeul gyeoure bol su itda
inneun iwa eomneun iui chaineun mamui tongjangiraneun
maldo an doeneun nakcheonjeogin eoneu sie soga
han ttae eumagi jeonburamyeo mudae wiro olla
hajiman jigeumeun dalla jigeumeun neomu manheun geol arabeoryeo
eotteokedeun saraboryeo anganhimeul sseunda

naega hal jul aneun geon naega haneun igeotbakke eopda
igeotmajeodo ppaetgyeobeorilkka naneun tteonda
eonjengan igeotmajeodo ijeobeorilkka neomu geomna
naui unmyeongeul tatae nomuhyeoneul tatae
eoneu kape ape beonjjeokgeorineun oejechae bichin
nae eolguri neomu ttakhae boineun nae jasini sirta..

Cuz when rains it pours but I would never give up
Gonna see the storm through and change my luck
It just another day so I know It’s ok

Cuz when rains it pours but I would never give up
Gonna see the storm through and change my luck
It just another day so I know It’s ok

niga an doegil baralmankeum naega jal doegil baraji motan na
niga hangsang naboda nan geot gachi boineun neomudo motnan na
naneun igeo animyeon nae gajogi dangjang gurmeo
nae byeongi nareul jugyeo
naboda deo apeun ideureul bomyeon naneun himeul naenda
soljikhi yangsimui kareun hangsang nae gaseumeul benda
heona nan hangsang nawa geudeurui bulhaengeul jaro jaenda
ppeonhi boineun Propaganda
jjago chineun tajjadeuri mandeureo naeneun eonnonpeulleie
umjigineun yeorondeure honjagetji

nan sesange daego sorijilleo daenda
nae yangsimui kaldo gajyeoga han beon jjillyeora
nae apeumui sorireul jilleo bwa
i cheoksuyeomgwa nae mamui byeongdo gajyeoga gilleobwa
eommareul apeuge haneun hokdo ttieoga
geomeun ingkeuui museoum moreugo jeogeotdeon nae ireum seok jae
10nyeoniran cheongchuni heureuneun sarmui jeokja
daegaeobsi pallyeonagatdeon nae yeonghonui biyeolhan sarmui saseul
meogisaseureun ajikdo ieoga jigeum neol jiltuhageona
sirheohaneun naega sirta.. mipda.. bukkeureopda..

Cuz when rains it pours but I would never give up
Gonna see the storm through and change my luck
It just another day so I know It’s ok

Cuz when rains it pours but I would never give up
Gonna see the storm through and change my luck
It just another day so I know It’s ok

Cuz when rains it pours.. Gonna see the storm..
It just another day so I know It’s ok

Cuz when rains it pours.. Gonna see the storm..
It just another day so I know It’s ok

 

Korean
내가 싫다 날 믿지 않는 세상이 밉다
사실은 잘 나가는 그 놈이 안 되길 바란 적 있다
질투와 시기는 왜 항상 날 악하게 만들어
모든 걸 갖춘 것 같은 놈의 미소가 역겨워
그까짓 부와 명예 필요 없다며 놈을 욕해

미리 시간이 오면 시간에 쫓기는 일의 노예
그렇게 잠시 미운 세상을 잊고 잊다가도
술에 취하면 난 또 내게 사실을 고백하고
없었던 용기는 불타올라 난 300의 용사로 돌변해
길거리의 쓰레기통을 걷어차고
차도에 차들과도 맞서 어리석게 싸우려 해
나를 부럽게 만드는 모든 걸 모조리 부시려 해
부끄럽게 그런 내가 싫다.. 지금 그런 내가 밉다..

Cuz when rains it pours but I would never give up
Gonna see the storm through and change my luck
It just another day so I know It’s ok

Cuz when rains it pours but I would never give up
Gonna see the storm through and change my luck
It just another day so I know It’s ok

이젠 돈으로 사랑까지도 살 수 있는 세상
내 머리 속 반 이상은 계산기와 재산
멀어지는 천국의 계단 돈으로 계절도 바꿔
바달 건너 여름 태양을 겨울에 볼 수 있다
있는 이와 없는 이의 차이는 맘의 통장이라는
말도 안 되는 낙천적인 어느 시에 속아
한 때 음악이 전부라며 무대 위로 올라
하지만 지금은 달라 지금은 너무 많은 걸 알아버려
어떻게든 살아보려 안간힘을 쓴다

내가 할 줄 아는 건 내가 하는 이것밖에 없다
이것마저도 뺏겨버릴까 나는 떤다
언젠간 이것마저도 잊어버릴까 너무 겁나
나의 운명을 탓해 노무현을 탓해
어느 카페 앞에 번쩍거리는 외제차에 비친
내 얼굴이 너무 딱해 보이는 내 자신이 싫다..

Cuz when rains it pours but I would never give up
Gonna see the storm through and change my luck
It just another day so I know It’s ok

Cuz when rains it pours but I would never give up
Gonna see the storm through and change my luck
It just another day so I know It’s ok

니가 안 되길 바랄만큼 내가 잘 되길 바라지 못한 나
니가 항상 나보다 난 것 같이 보이는 너무도 못난 나
나는 이거 아니면 내 가족이 당장 굶어
내 병이 나를 죽여
나보다 더 아픈 이들을 보면 나는 힘을 낸다
솔직히 양심의 칼은 항상 내 가슴을 벤다
허나 난 항상 나와 그들의 불행을 자로 잰다
뻔히 보이는 Propaganda
짜고 치는 타짜들이 만들어 내는 언론플레이에
움직이는 여론들에 혼자겠지

난 세상에 대고 소리질러 댄다
내 양심의 칼도 가져가 한 번 찔려라
내 아픔의 소리를 질러 봐
이 척수염과 내 맘의 병도 가져가 길러봐
엄마를 아프게 하는 혹도 띠어가
검은 잉크의 무서움 모르고 적었던 내 이름 석 자에
10년이란 청춘이 흐르는 삶의 적자
대가없이 팔려나갔던 내 영혼의 비열한 삶의 사슬
먹이사슬은 아직도 이어가 지금 널 질투하거나
싫어하는 내가 싫다.. 밉다.. 부끄럽다..

Cuz when rains it pours but I would never give up
Gonna see the storm through and change my luck
It just another day so I know It’s ok

Cuz when rains it pours but I would never give up
Gonna see the storm through and change my luck
It just another day so I know It’s ok

Cuz when rains it pours.. Gonna see the storm..
It just another day so I know It’s ok

Cuz when rains it pours.. Gonna see the storm..
It just another day so I know It’s ok

 

English: windstruck44.wordpress.com
Korean & Romanization source: romanization.wordpress.com

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